First Resignation

It was the last step of my clearance process. I went to the admin to submit my ID card and the drawer key. As soon as the process was cleared on the portal, I jokingly asked the lady whether I can go inside? She laughed out loud and said "Now you can only go out". This was the moment I realized that I was actually losing something. The company I used to work for since the last 20 months was no more mine.
It felt strange... As I stood near the main entrance of my office, I could see the entire time I spent there. It was good..In fact it was great. When I look back at the time I spent as an "associate", I realize that I have only gained a lot of things- Many important lessons, both professional and personal. Even though I did not face any dilemma while resigning but still it was quite an experience. I mean first job,first salary, first appreciation, first resignation and what not. It was totally fulfilling and it will always be special.
I have seen many people complaining about the company, the location but I fail to understand what stops them from quitting. If they feel that they deserve better, they are welcome to go. I mean cribbing about your current state is just not right. No one, and I mean that, controls anyone. You are as free as you feel.
In life nothing is constant and you need to take risks. That is what I have learned. No risk no success and so this big step. But I am confident that things will work out fine. But more than anything I am grateful to the organization. It was a wonderful time I spent there. Thanks to the great organization and its members. Best of Luck!!!